Crying Silent Tears
Yet I cannot deny and ignore the pain that is right inside my heart
I do not wish to go into self-delusion
Yet a part of me says, its no use keeping that faith anymore
Is it something that I did?
Or perhaps something I did not do.
Is there really nothing I can do to keep them together?
Or perhaps I have not tried hard enough.
I want to cry, so hard
But I cannot cry anymore
I want to wail, so bad
But the rational side of me says, tears will not turn back time
So here I am, with my senseless blabbering
In a state of helplessness
Crying silent tears